bridging a gap

when i tried twice

to reach you there to

twine a connection-

my mind was met with

ambivalence

indifference

arrogance
or so i thought...

& so i hoped-

that then-there would be now-here

and just so you know-

i think -as I often have

then-to-now & there-to-here

then i told you

that i don't think

because the idea was

too big to

bear

& now here i know

is for you

-as i always thought